when...

Life sux...

...when ppl around disappoint you to the extent that you would rather be alone.
...when somewhere between the states of waking and sleeping, you fear what happened, what might have happened, what's happening and what you think will happen.
...when memories remind you how you are not good enough but you don't know why.
...when you know that looking away and ignoring it doesn't solve the problem but you do it anyway because it feels better.
...when you wait for someone on a leaving train and they don't show up.
...when they say the trains may meet later but you know it's a lie.
...when you can't answer to yourself why you're here, what are you doing and what do you want.
...when there's so much noise around but none is going into your head. You can't hear yourself think and you don't know where to turn to.
...when you feel weak but need to be strong for others.
...when you don't like what you do and so does everyone else but you can't change it.
...when you are living on 20c.
...when you need an aid of something along the line of Zoloft.
...when studying seems a better idea than whatever you are doing.
...when you feel disconnected and you fear the thing left holding it all together might be there for the wrong reason.
...when you can't control how you feel and knowing it, is depressing.
...when there are lines on 2 different levels and you dare not to cross it because you have so much to lose and because there's a big red sign 'don't jump'.
...when each bad decision you made leads on to the worse one made down the track.

...when you're lonely but not alone.

PS. Ever thought that adding a weaker piece to something can make it stronger?