Coward :-(

A: I'm sorry. Was there something you wanted to say....to anyone here?
B: No, there wasn't
A: Coward
B: shut up

B: you really are the last person who should be giving romantic advices.
A: When I like somebody I make sure they know it. Life is too short to live it any other way.
B: What if he doesn't like me back
A: Then he's an idiot

oh

Invincible

Some days, things just dun go wrong
Its like the horoscope telling u that ull have an awesome day
then u go out to make the most out of it
Sometimes, u just feel...invincible

Complications of the heart

It's said that a heart attack can change a man's life... but a heartache doesn't
we keep going back for more...

there's an objective side of the heart that is a four chambers lump of muscle
and there's a subjective side of the heart that is the container of our soul.

Its funny how a person experiencing a heart attack shows a deterioration in physical health but
can shows a profound positive change in mental health
as u may see that some of these ppl enjoy whats little left of their lives more than us who have 50 yrs ahead of ourselves.
In contrast, a healthy heart tissue in some ppl may not contain a healthy soul.

the more I study about a heart, the less I understand it......scientifically and abstractly

000

ppl dun clean their teeth... why?
and why do they always think we can fix all of their problems?

a number of pt asked me how long should u brush ur teeth for?
and i asked back... how long does it take to wash your shoes?
the simple answer is ...as long as it takes til its clean
time isnt the issue. cleanliness is. they r missing the point

one pt always said "i cant clean. i cant clean. u have to clean for me"
I joked back saying... would u like me to brush ur teeth for u everyday?
he actually said yes. and i said ill do it at the dentist rate.

In the shower one day, I had a thought and this thing came up
Dentists r like firefighters. we do damage control.
which means that the problem has already occured.
even if the fire was put out, ur still gonna be left with a burnt down whatevers left of the house
teeth r no diff. once we cut it, dun expect it to grow back
and the next time u come back, the holes gonna get bigger
if ur serious about keeping ur house/teeth then u'd better do something about it
I dun see ppl calling a firetruck everyday cos like dentistry, its bl**dy expensive

So if u left the gas on everyday, dun expect us to always put the fire out for u

When she cried

when did u last saw someone cried?
me? a very long time (not including myself or those seen on TV)

tears mean a lot of things
tears from me generally mean i'm sleepy
tears from pts generally mean physical pain
we see it everyday. I see it everyday and i thought i've become immuned to it.
but when I saw that tear running down her face, the feeling I've long forgotten revived in me
the inability to breathe as if someone was sitting on my chest
my heart felt heavier
my brain unable to think, flooded with useless emotional action potential firing crap
the weight on my shoulders
and the sympathy I felt
not the oh-poor-you or the fair-enough kinda sympathy but the I-dun-ever-want-to-see-you-cry kinda sympathy
I dun get it a lot but the image of someone close experiencing a genuine emotional pain and being so vulnerable was overwhelming
A hug then seems like a right and also a wrong thing to do.

as much as we like to deny it, the invisible bond between us is there
cant see it but its definitely stronger than SE bond